Yin Yang - 31.05.2020

I'm there, you know?
Up with the wind.
I'm there with the sun
Where sorrow does not reach
I see you through the green of all leaves
I'm there, you know?
Embraced by bliss.

I'm there where the sky drips with joy
In the lightning that strikes and toys
I break my voice in unison with the thunders
And with the clouds once more we shatter
Bitter moments, agonies, as with the rain
We wash away our souls cursed with pain
I'm there you know? Where all fears cease
Where duality ends and pleasure begins. 

Be good 14.05.2020

Forgive the words thus uttered
Forgive the malice when I falter
To hold on, when insecurities swarm
My mind and I fail to capture
Your hand on the cliff, rapture
When you return even for a brief
Moment, make me sing and retrieve
The sweet memories back on track,
As I see you in everything but I lack
A little strength here and there,
A little faith, but I swear
In your eyes there's freedom itself
And your childish laughter my help,
The lighthouse at the edge of a cliff
When myself I'm a storm, a hieroglyph
That you've learnt to decode
Despite the armored shields, you bestowed
Tranquility with a smile, so I strive
At least to follow behind
In your footsteps dear one,
Shelter me, I'll hold your arm
And for you I'll bleed into battle
Every peril in sight I will shatter,
Protect you, by your side when you need
Someone to listen, love, you exist inside spring
Through all the seasons we'll meet
Again and again, lightning and thunder,
A tree and an evergreen leaf, I wonder
If you still believe in all that was felt,
If you'll crash into me like a comet
Into the Asteroid belt
Between Jupiter and Mars,
Hold my hand and I'll walk you through the stars
While on Earth they will recall our memoirs,
But until then I'll embrace you in the summer wind
Feel your warmth, in the colors of the spring
Your face I hold dear and a last tear I weep
For the malice I've shown, aloof on the shore keep
Under the blanket you've covered me with.

Once upon a time 8.05.2020

She held you clumsily on a rainy night,
Hope in her eyes shone again, the archetype
Of a hero long sought, from ashes reborn,
Cuddled in your arms, her Phoenix hair long,
Locks falling on your sincere face as the drops poured
But the shadow of that memory is obscured
By the damage you dealt, she's now the ghost,
Lost  alien on unwelcoming Earth, her soul's covered by frost.

You battled like dragons, but still loved more,
A circle of fire in passion rose higher than
Whole suns dying away, breaking worlds
With your words now, changed the plots
Of a fairy tale in a rush, from hero to villain
Tried to hush, hide and escape from the oath
Sworn back then in full faith, gave her up
Left her in a burning hell alone to walk.

The ending of the story's still unwritten
The author's in slumber as the writer's health withers
Like a flower forgotten to tend to and water,
While her mind's still entangled in a dance of matter
And energy that's burning low, as breathing alone
Won't suffice, Morpheus now leads her dreams unbeknown
To counter a mortal flaw, Pandora's hope, and your ego,
Your mission - you claim they're higher than her life
You chose duty over all, she was merely a placebo.

Dear darling, be happy now, wear your tuxedo
Enjoy the victory won and the peace inside violence
Admit her murder can be traced on your hands
But mistake not the time while she rests in idleness
For behind the gentle face you saw, there laid a warrior
Transmigrated soon with a force of a birthing sun hardened by horror,
Bloodshed, you pressed the knife in her heart with contempt
No second thoughts, no remorse, but will you have the courage,
 Love?
To meet her gaze, stand tall in front of an enraged
Dragon of the Old?
Tell me would you run frightened again,
Mortal, cower behind the shield of humanity's bane
Afraid to hold in your arms what you turned into pure pain?