Friday, June 3, 2022

Why is the rum gone? - 14.02.2022

 Let's be 

A moving sea

Beyond our shores

A reverie 

Playful with waves

Touched by the sun

Steal pirates' rum

Get drunk with the moon

And bloom darling doom

Enchanted by chaos

Doth my heart moves

Keep your eyes open

When I make a move

I coil you shiver

Touch-starved I wither

Come back, please find me

Water me, have me. 

Run me like a river - 29.10.2021

 I'll ask you to my funeral 

Ye who long proclaimed to love

Like no other and forever though 

In vain was thus thy promise

When I took you to the sky 

Lured by all the other verses

Of the lovers long gone by.


You packed your love, withdrew apart

Rivers of tears, pain turned my hair dark

Mechanic brain, an absent heart

I'll count my days till the last part

Forever and always, mere words in the wind

The dust will proclaim me, as I proclaim thee 

But no more of begging, pleading to see

And feel the warmth promised, blanket of reverie.

Blow a wish - 27.10.2021

I lost my father to the sky, to the unknown

Worlds of souls gone-by, still I mourn

In grief, despair I sought a ray of hope

There's none to find. Every one's cruel

Every one's blind. I feel lost, father ...

I have no shield no more, I falter

When they look me in the eye

Crossing boundaries, white lies...


I have a death wish, I want to go

Tear the fabric apart, lay low

Under ground to my roots

To the soil, in the winds

Come take me fire, thrown into the sea

My ashes to dust, still I beg thee

My mind to spare, peace given, glee, 

Throw the dagger deeper still...

Pick up the quill, mix my ashes 

With black ink as the lightning flashes, 

Write poems with me and stories

Sir, tell the world of the glories, 

The lore and of victories we had above

Eons ago, with the stars we were born 

Fighting darkness with photons alone 

Energy amass in bodies of cosmic delight

Do not give in to fright, I have not left

This earth just yet, I will still haunt you

Everywhere that we went. 

Eternal Return - 18.08.2021

It was not enough, not warmth, nor joy;

Not enough for a four year old 

To escape from the gift of Troy

No time to run, as past foretold

Disguised under knowledge

Her innocence sold

For a moment of learning, garbage

Smells like a beautiful rose in a bed 

Of silk, every flashback returned red

Blood fills the sheets and she dreads

Still the touch of a promised heaven 

Of peace and safety, instead he spreads

Little legs, but she pleading, begging

For help and protection, the devil

Instead wished her for itself

For the unknown strains of destiny 

Foretell perpetual vortex and compel

The little girl to hide until her feet bled,

Until her shout cried for someone to hear,

A pleading to stop the time for a while, 

So here, abandoned again, breathlessly 

I fear, I scream in pain for you hurt her 

Carefully this time, the same words

Knives alike move in a blur to scratch

Records in the book of life, alone in world 

I'd rather detach from a heartbeat 

And sing lullabies for the little one

To fall asleep to, in a clean sheet.