I still see how you smile at times
Wondering what's hidden, what lies
You wear, what sights those hazel eyes
Bear, the same sweet scented lips that smear
My neck again as you dive another bite
I know I love you, I see your ticks
How you concentrate, how you breathe
And yet you run away, please don't leave
You don't want me to watch
You, don't want me to be
You aim for what you want, clutch
king every night, take aim, defend the site
The lines took another route, they were supposed to talk about your might
But I still feel afraid, I wonder ...what's wrong
Is it avoidance I feel?
Feeling of a dream when you're with me
But I'm afraid to wake up.
Why am I scared to stand up....
Even though you changed your mind,
I wonder still of a future we
Surreal feeling when you want me
But how can I want me back?
How can I give to myself what you offer me,
And balance how I love you
To not consume the hope in me
To still believe in something we hoped both to be
I feel I lost my craft along with the reality of you
Do I bore you, do you see me too?
Wish we could share the roads again
Together watch the sky, gleefully catch constellations
On the background of your rhythms
I peak through the crenellations
Of your castle while I train my patience
Chained by those denied freedoms.
