This monster has loved me longer than anyone else
And I don’t know why it stays, and I don’t know what it
wants
Perhaps destroy every part that I build on hope
Every part that I try to hold
Close to my heart, but you go….
You leave far away. And I think then…
There’s something wrong with me
That you don’t like to stay.
And I wonder then, how many sleepless nights till I break
How many warmthless sights till I take
Everything that I pour
And leave you to yourself.
Muster the courage to become somebody else.
But I get why you may not want to show, why you
May not allow
To try to love me as I love you so.
But I see you mourning as you still try to hide
I wonder what future you dream of when you remember those
eyes.
…Cries…
Crack through the teeth…
Your skin is giving in
And I still wonder why you measure me up to days
Must we be different?
There was a time you felt…
Enthralled.
I still call
Upon the heavens to hear,
All my prayers that you’ll be happy but you still try to
disappear
While I want nothing more for myself too, I go..
Do..
Continue to be happy.
You worked at it too.
I wonder what passes through your mind,
If anything,
When you …
Ignore me to invest your resources in what you want to do.
I hope karma is real. I hope I’ll get to heal too.
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