Starship - 23.12.2019

We're the captain of our ship
An astral plane you dive in deep
Care for it, and let its sails flow
Through the stellar dust it sows
What you reap, but don't give up - 
Weep if you must, but don't you quit -
Rest if you have to, but keep the flame lit
To further power the engines and seek
What you lost on your birth, eternal peace,
Quietude and bliss, dream on darling!
Still, kill the nightmares that are crawling
Subconsciously in the diamond mind
But wake up soon, you have to fight!
Remember why you started,
And find help if you need to...
Starless in the night you dive into,
Reach out your hand until it's air
That your lungs fills yet again,
Endlessly you keep turning into the void ...
Run out of there fool! and bend
Space-time if you must,
Like a phoenix rise from dust
To fire and dissolve all that is dire
To your soul and command all life
To your will to bend and become light.

Isn'it it? 23.12.2019

The quieter you become, the more you're hearing
As you drift apart, more words are screaming
Until claws on a blackboard are screeching
Diving deeper into an ocean of thinking
Thoughts that would not be there
Scenarios taking you elsewhere.

The less you feel yourself, the less your ego talks
The more you feel unloved, the more this life stalls
And alone into the unknown you step, detachment
From earthly strings, unbent sailing away
Into the night toward the starry highway
You sway with nitrogen, helium and carbon
Pass Hydrogen and further nebulae surround you
Until the greatest Gravity you meet on end
Beyond the event horizon where all sorrows mend.

Jumătate de stea - 21.12.2019

Îți mai trebuia jumătate de stea,
Timp să parcurgi să-i atingi inima.
Un veac într-o clipă ai să simți în ea,
Din eternitate te-ai înfrupta
Și-ai să-nțelegi de ce ți-a schimbat lumea.
De ce totu-i la superlativ și de ce luna
E mai frumoasă noaptea decât ziua,
Când întunericul veșminte face,
Când zgomotul din jur o privește și tace,
Când lumina din soare în sfârșit îți dă pace.
Carpe Diem mereu și ai să vezi steaua ce trage
Înspre cer să te ridice atunci când durerea zace
În tine, atunci când ochii ei îți dau energie,
Lină și căldura de care toți se simt atrași
Ca planetele-n orbită de soare, și să nu lași
Extazul în pace, mergi mai departe
Divinitatea tot înăuntrul tău șade. 

Sandglass 21.12.2019

What is a cosmos without dust?
What is a life ruled by rust?
Interstellar we go breaking the chains
Of time, let immortality run through our veins,
Space-bound, flesh-bound in this prison...
Let then earthly matter and divine energy fission,
Let freedom surround us all over,
Eternity glimpsed in those eyes when I'm colder
And then like the sun, warm me again,
Melt all primal sorrow within
Make all particles in this universe spin
Until our atoms vibrate in a beautiful rhythm. 

Noise - 18.12.2019

Do you hear me? in the mid of the night
Do you hear me? the cold and the fright...
Cuffing all bones, numb neurons in the light
Of the stars and the distant moonshine.

Do you hear me? I'm falling asleep
I swore that from now, no flower shall weep
But only rejoice, silence the noise of the talk,
Of meaningless worlds that fade, when around
We're surrounded by joy and understanding
When we can stop pretending, and start dancing
Spinning together aligned with the center of the galaxy
To the rhythm of the stars, the energy abounds
And in our eyes reflected long-sought divinity.

Serendipity in a smile, laughter and mind
For in the heart and our souls we see the divine
Nature that we forgot of, do you hear me now?
Look inside and awaken to the sound of our breath
Intertwined with matter and energy both in a bundle,
It's what we were meant to become, a whole brought from reverie.

No - 17.12.2019

Dream a little,
Dream of me.
Moon of madness,
Shoot and kill.
Try your hand
Or you may miss
Another heart
Another one
Another shut,
Hit the drum
Swallow rum
It's angry now
Gone's the calm.

But it's alright
It will be better...
You're bonkers, nut
Go back to slumber.
Until peace finds you again,
Until you learn to live with pain,
Until the sun breaks down in half,
Until the rain pours down moon dust.

It's angry now,
Smile's upside down.
Go home, you're drunk!
You don't listen, I shout
You gave up, I drown
In the sunset that's over,
Come, breaking down!

Ride a wave on your inhaling - 10.12.2019

Breathe, breathe into me to calm down the storms
Breathe out of pain and raise the light, opened souls
By the tears that wouldn't pour out, by the smiles
We shared, touched by the rays of a thousand suns
When cold the world was, and reality frozen around
When the weight of acceptance wouldn't care to stop
For a moment, and let a light moment slip,
But it was drawn out of the darkest debris
Of all that surrounds us, expectations and norms
When life gets too heavy for our bare arms to hold.

So breathe, life into me and draw the pain away
Breathe all that is sorrow, let only lessons stay
And I`ll allow the frequencies to empower the way
For a better now, a glimpse beyond mere words
Inhale all that is peaceful, and divine hopes
That go beyond faith, for it's the moment I`ll show
How to let go of the ego and return to the soul
Breathing as one, inhaling the primal cosmic balm
In the frequencies of the present now
And you`ll feel how the universe's sound,
OM, vibrates through your body whole
As the wolves in the night to their moon they howl.

Period. - 4.12.2019

Blood,
Red flood,
Electric currents in my kidneys and spine,
Everything it touches, it`s pain when I walk
When all red rivers travel up their banks and part.
It drips cold between the thighs
First time, it gets thicker as its size
Coils in small velvet snakes
It doesn`t flow, it lands... ablaze
Inside, the pain`s burning in a haze, and a hammer
Hits me thousand strikes, while curled up
On the floor, not warmer only wet
It makes me sick, nauseous, I regret
Wishing for it to hasten, but now
I`m yet fighting it alone, dizzy, in a vertigo mind-flow
No clear words, no clear paths
Three days in a row, then the pain subsides.
Plastic`s thrown away, and muddy waters
Flush and sway, a bath of colors, blood`s gone but remains
Of pink stains still go round for days,
Patiently waiting the end to strike
Be done with mood swings, euphoria and fright
Be done with red pools, dead pools and smite
Everything that annoys me, be done with fainting
When no one`s around
Black-outs and shivers from hell to winter nights,
It's still this blood, that tells me I`m still alive
Physiologically functioning according to DNA`s helix,
This blood that pours down in water, blood baths in matrix
Until all`s cleared out, safe paths to the cervix.

Hermeneutică - 1.12.2019

Să lași ploaia să te ude, consume
În furtuni de vară, să dansezi
Când cad franghii calde, să te vezi
Precum fotonul prin prismă, să abunde
Lumina din tine, cu ea să te-ncălzești
O viață, mai departe să zbori, s-o găsești
Într-o floare, pe petale sărutate în somn de soare
S-o găsești, în ziua de luni, în nori
Gri fumurii, prăpăstioși, pe nisip
Să o simți în tălpile tale, căci din nimic
Apă s-a făcut, și să înoți în ocean,
Să te simți ca acasă în valuri calde, îmbrățișează
Marea și-ți reamintește-ți de cosmosul pământean
Când râdeam, dar privește înainte
Lasă-ți focul cosmic prin vene să curgă
Și mai departe să lupți, dar să-ți aduci aminte
De universul tău
Și să nu uiți c-avem același muritor eu.