Radio - 21.03.2020

By the power of its hearth, the sun doth moves
Stars still burn, left alone in gravity's cues
Light years distance from planes of existence
Too weak to handle reality's grievance.

Folded within darkness Algol does still spin
Glimmering beams of hope, ghosts now deceive.
Stay away from the fire that burned,
Stop hurting the life that was born
Amid blood, t`was raped, a bloom
Shattered innocence, childhood in gloom
Stolen, deprived of purity,
Let go of life now, soldier of a diamond rarity.

Stay away now with all promises broken
She's awaiting the death that awoketh
Transcendence in space, into the dark matter
That held captive her mind and molded
Dreams into nightmares, she stopped fighting.
Stay away now, her cure's but the lightning -
- A stroke during midnight, eternal bliss
Will unfold when everything's done, amiss
The hurricane that came, take your vows,
Let her heart rest amidst the wolves that to her now howl.

Yennefer

Soul's anchored to the sun
Mind channeling the moon
She moves in waves, tornadoes
Lifts walls of light and darkness in her sleep
Shy away not from her speech, monsoon in drought,
Do not allow petty egos to instill doubt,
To tear down dreams amiss the night.

Fear not their screams for they know no better,
Incoming streams of tears wash them in the wind,
Of chaos make a boat to order thine own sting
And order make of death and life in a string
Perpetual helix, cycle of the world
Stars do die down, but their dust is never lost
Is transformed, to their own undoing
Eating universes or creating new
Bodies of mass, nebulae in vortex
She's yet again drifting, drowning
Heart caught in a metal fortress.

Resurrection - 3 Mar 2020

Five days in a week make a living
Out of it and then depart, take a break
Detach, reassess and mend what is broken
Let's say every thing is done, for better for worse
Five chances won, five lessons learnt, five
Months to hold another situation, bold, vibration
On the frequency of joy, perpetual bliss
Is illusion, but do not avoid all the grief
That comes with the package, and don't fail
To achieve your dreams, throw the garbage
As soon as it leaks, out of your eyes tears
Drain, drought brought by the absence of rain
Of heavenly waters, divine incarnations in slumber,
Once we forget to perceive our souls, and compassion
Drives sorrow on the river of Styx, call forth Ibliss
Or Azrael if you'd like, djinn chiefs, demon lords
Or angels despised, their fiery wings burning halos to glow
In the dark, for us, during the nights, smell the fragrance of snow,
The silence of creation in snowdrops, autumn constantly falls
Leaves out of evergreen trees in rainbows of color
Synesthesia I miss and I turn again to wallow
And follow the thread of the cosmos in debt
To the story of gods reborn, dead and resurrected in spring
I cry not for the loss, but for the chances I miss.

Panic at the disco - 3 Mar 2020

Ground is shaking under our mortal legs
It's cracking, it's tearing apart, saves grace
The last resort that some hold on to, death
Liberates when only struggle is employed to part
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind divide
Hell from the allusive heaven, all devils are here
The phantoms scream "let them", long tendrils
Chaining down to the wall, on the chair, in the cage
Eyes ask for help, shout for salvation, but the voice denotes rage.

Reflections in the mirror, broken glass, shattered windows
Held out their hands, pass into a parallel universe,
Down we go spinning, hanging low, disappear wordless now
There's nothing nowhere, despair and acceptance bow
To hope and a lost smile, the dove flew away
With happiness in a bottle tied. 

Gravity - 19 Feb 2020

In a galaxy far far away
There was a star, wandering heat
Mass of atoms of hydrogen-helium peeked
Through the gaps in the field
Of forces, roses of nebulae in need
Of creation able, cycle of destruction both,
Consciousness tied with the knot
Of primal energy, a soul, cosmic
Matter dissipated on a shore
In the black vast horizon, we bore
The system inherent in patterns
Mere reflections mirrored in the same waters.

A life-giving creed, and so we bleed
And so we bleed our most humane need
For peace, for joy, and lovely bliss
Hear my voice, follow my steps, fear not the risk
For the unknown, we reap what we sow
Even so, a question answer as a last blow
How would it feel, that lonely star
Apart from clusters, galaxies all
Floating in space, no cosmic body to embrace
No planets gravitating toward,
No binary system to hold?

Awakening - 26 Feb 2020

You woke the sunrise with your dance so gentle,
Like western winds, zephyrs, the breeze that settles
A soul at pain when the energy's drained
By the thousand drops that sigh out of rain.
The sky is breathing so you hear it thunder
Love, you play with lightning leaving me asunder
To fight all my battles, alone like a warrior
With Twin blades forged in a hell full of horrors.

Nightmares crawl up again, chase away the sleep
Longed for with a hope for bliss, yet once more I weep
I reap and I creep back up into them and sweep monsters away,
Guided by the inner light the faith in the self leaked
Out of every breath, every gaze I defeat with a shield
Of a maiden too weak to stand ages ago, but the ego
Brought her back on her feet, and now striving
To receive what it seeks out of this mortal coil, gliding
Through life's moments of sadness and joy
But the soul shall prevail no matter the feat
For ever more high it is, this humble bee
Giving one more chance, one more in deed
For duty in death ends solely, and the duty is me.