Failed - 2017/2018?

 I used to think in lines 

That were irregular in the rhyme 

I used to search and ask for advice

But found instead a source forbidden.  

I used to think in rhymes

That were irregular in the lines 

I used to think nothing can ruin

Hope and determination for a virtual bedouin. 

But everything collapsed when I reali

Our binary system stars, Al-Ghoul, collapsed... 

When you labelled my .... ?

[utterly unremarkable.]

I used to feel these thoughts 

That were irregular most nights .... wtf

I used to ... give gaze at Algol in the star pimpled sky. 

(Zelazny man, you.... )