How many times do I need to pass through your death, father?
Having not caught the moment to say good-bye then
Have I disappointed you? I did my best and
I’m tired, alone and scared, I falter, further
From the happiness you wished for me,
The winter is harsher, life got harder
Yet I still fight, I’m tired father
I want to rest, maybe take me to there?
Where is best?
To sleep?
And never wake,
In bliss abiding
No wish, … no rent
No food to ask for
No love
Nor joy
No sorrow
No pain
It rained,
The second day we buried you.
Last night? You died again in my arms, bloody, I was crying
I was trying, to tell you
I love you, I miss you
Was I the last person to see you?
Leave my apartment?
Then never to be heard again,
Only to be found sleeping
Alone...
Were you in pain?
I'm sorry I could not be more.
I hope ... you found your peace
And hurt never more.
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