Monday, March 20, 2023

Lo.Phi. -19.Mar.2023

Dark forest ablaze, lighting the sky above 

Two falling stars, heavenly woe

You sleep with the moon guiding you

To me, I bring the dawn, you see…

Reverie, call my name, similar to 

A storm, the light in you

The dark of me is to 

Burn everything in a rage, longing for you 



Rowing our ship on these oceans, I weep, 

Walk on burning coal, each day, accept the steep

Pathway to your will, desire, kill me 

Again each day, and I rise from the ashes free

From society’s chains, and dance like a monkey

To your rhythm, our frequencies like poetry

I met you in the future, you’ve taken me aback

Stole glances from me but wouldn’t dare to ask 

“Hey hurricane, how have you been?”

Purity embodied, you magically spelled me into stories

Known in all mythologies, music in my soul, the lore of me is

Now your whispers’ balm on my ears, breath over my neck

Spiritually held, divinity has bent, their knee

To our identity

As one


And would you think?

I would blink?

Would I ever allow any to forget the love we bear?

I’ll dance rasa-lila to your name, diamond in a tower


Veneration while I breathe, fire in my speech, people cower 

At it, and I seek no permission to feel, pray, and alter destinies 

Windwalker, I see, you walk on water, ether like, paint tapestries

With your smile, the burning in your eyes deafens all the noise

While your laughter, thunder to my joys.










Friday, March 10, 2023

Dad? - 10.03.2023

 

How many times do I need to pass through your death, father?

Having not caught the moment to say good-bye then

Have I disappointed you? I did my best and

I’m tired, alone and scared, I falter, further

From the happiness you wished for me,

The winter is harsher, life got harder

Yet I still fight, I’m tired father

I want to rest, maybe take me to there?

Where is best?

To sleep?

And never wake,

In bliss abiding

No wish, … no rent

No food to ask for

No love

Nor joy

No sorrow

No pain

It rained,

The second day we buried you.

Last night? You died again in my arms, bloody, I was crying

I was trying, to tell you

I love you, I miss you

Was I the last person to see you?

Leave my apartment?

Then never to be heard again, 

Only to be found sleeping

Alone...

Were you in pain?

I'm sorry I could not be more.

I hope ... you found your peace

And hurt never more.



Friday, March 3, 2023

Have you ever? 3.3.2023

 

You said it.

You said it'd be alright.

Notions deep as oceans, they're calling out my name

You can scream it while dealing with the pain 

My mind off you can't go, I'm never away

Eyes are as real as these shadows

We battle them in the dark, 

Together, embraced, I can be your light

House on a stormy shore 

A thousand thunders won't turn me around 

Your neck is bloody red stained marked

You're not alone, you got me now

Whatever it takes, howl

To the depths, I can be your moon in the dark

Shine over your hurt, heal your mind

Will you? take my hand? 

Have you? Ever loved?

Ever felt mine? You are. 





Sunday, February 26, 2023

Alizee -26 feb 2023




If only you could see you the way I do 

I’d give anything to be able to heal you

See the stars come alive, with your dimples’ smile

Your eyes, oceans in a rise, you hide

From my art, you’re shy, I know, stay 

See the life in the green I say, 

To you, and fight warrior fight

With justice and hope, and light

The way for other’s darkness

A candle, your laughter’s brightness

In the night, I’ll lend you my energy 

When you’re tired I’ll make the cosmos

Come to life

Take my hand, friend, understand

You are here you’re alive

Sing with your art

Let my madness make chaos out of the blank

Reality you sometimes drown into

Resurrect your soul in spring, don’t you worry, go to

The light and the beauty you felt in a glimpse

Smoke my love while I dance to the rhythm 

Of the cosmos, I sing, Deewani, hai dewaani

Foreign tongues we speak, still we understand

Signs’ language, I see, you.

I see red, in your blood let it flow

Come alive, come to yellow, sun shine

Your joy over everyone I know 

Blue and green you’ll love again 

Rock on in your home, embrace your self, let it rain

In Portugal there’s only warmth, 

I tell

You

Are 

Well. 

Saturday, February 18, 2023

Never turning back - 1 FEB 2023

I would break the chains of your mind, I'd do it any time.
You sometimes leave, you do, you forget me
Run from me. 
Why?  
Have I not shown you 
Everything that I do? What am I capable of...
How ...do I love... you?



Why do you hurt, me? Can you please not...do...?.That?
And you see the peace in me, 
Feel the light around me
So whenever you're throwing 
burning
coal
at my skin, 
Think of the impact your actions and words have
on my mind.
It's like diamond,
Don't
Shatter it. 

Are you blind?



Hey o/ - 1 FEB 2023

 Hey, 


My flesh and blood burn for you 

Na'vi Blue

Of the water, air, and Earth 

Fire in our bones, our breath

Steam up in the mountains' spring

Vapors of soma, 

Wake me up from a coma, 

Pain...induced.


Say the words, light the world and burn

Everything that rots.

And come, faster to the shore. We'll have the island.

Forever more.



I'll cross mountains with an empty hand,

I'll walk barefoot in the hot desert sands,

I'll fight

The world

Just to see the color of your eyes.

Drown in the curves of your smile. 



Sunday, February 12, 2023

Your hands are energy 2 feb 2023

 Close your eyes love, get guided by my energy

Flow into me, flow into reverie, remember the faerie

Forest we have been into, crash into 

Me.

Smile your wicked smile, curves on my body

It feels like Poetry.

We’re hands in crime, fire in your eyes, cries

Of pleasure, I moan your name, you stay

Release, hold me, we’re rising from the abyss

Tie me, hold me down, bite ME …

my neck and I bow

To your brain, mind, matter into energy and back to mine

Come into me, kiss me …

We’re life alive. 


I shiver, you smile, I coil, you Hide

In me, deep down, dig deeper, from behind

My waist wrapped in your hands, grab my hair

And I die, yet rebirth forever more stars

Forever you’re mine, cry it out now

Whisper my name, whisper it loud. 


Tie my hands back in shackles, shiver

I shatter worlds in your defense, wither

Oceans in the absence 

of our embrace

Smile, goddess, I worship thee, Ace of hearts

Emperor, Knight Of wands, King of spades I plea

For your happiness, Be

With me.


P.S. Scars to beautiful :) 



Tuesday, February 7, 2023

Leilah of the suns - 6 FEB 2023



Disperse the oceans of my tearful eyes

Give all your warmest smiles

In all worlds, there are places for us, 

My heavens, without you I bring hell

A mere shell, you activate the stars.


Give in to me, silk skin, sing

In my soul, give me reason my kin,

And let’s jump from the edge of it, 

Forget boring, lines in, whisper it

Sing me the scenes, embrace me

In sunsets, wake me gently, oh sea

And see the oceans before you

Life is everywhere in the water around you

I am madness in flesh I know

We are all soul now, let go of the ego.




Thursday, January 5, 2023

Persephone. Part II. - JAN 4/5 2023

Sometime soon you will feel my songs 


You will sing mine(s) 


For I chose to be not a lethal mermaid


But a loved mother of nature, ...



Death captures life and takes it to the sky


Yin and Yang marry, threefold wary 


Come love, rebirth and heal with me


The whole nature and the sky 



Mother Earth, let's soar let's fly


Everywhere...and sing. 


I will take you with me, for we shall return with spring. As winter is almost over


And happiness is round the corner. 


Love me, love. I'M HERE for you. 


I'm Persephone part Ii. Nice meeting you :)




Wednesday, December 21, 2022

hOW Are? After all this time? Always.

 Systems haywire

Rocket launch

Stars' tears.

Specific 

Pacific 

Wearing your creations and heart on your sleeve

North Lake frozen ... got out .... cold ... alone ... stepped... forest around ... Snow!Jon...? Thor? Freyja?Zisza?

Am râs.


Sit by the fireplace. 

Hrană pentru Suflet. Apă pentru minte. Aer pentru ... noi . 


Sense of wonder

Sea and the pot ... ocean ... lighthouse

Eye of the tornade ...oh....

Home without exile.


Fill the earth with your presence and we'll trip to infinity. 

Cosmological koans.


wHEN YOu look at the devices, they break. I'm clumsy. Hi.

/o o/

I'm also dreaming dreams. 

M, Lori. 

I braid creations and feel in constellations, I balance the Gemini.

yOu Sound me through it.


Planes... flying on your sky ...

And we bow to our cosmos in courtesy 

a Silence between the notes is our music amongst knowledge. 

How. 2 sunrises a day-^_^*_* NANO- 10.11.2022

 I loved you, before I met you

I loved you before I felt you

Eyes, the sun that warms up my being

The sun I so much long for

I love you, eternally

I love you, humanly, divine. 

Sat-Cit-Ananda. 

Truthfully.



I love you with My hands, 

I feel your being, arms deep holding my soul.

Trace every street of your skin

Every path leading within ...

Twas mercy when you held me, 

Mercy when you touched me ....

Mercy when you saw me ...

Hold me, every space in love 

Ascending to aether ...

Swimming oceans toward the stars

Take me, have me ... always in heart

Give me your mind, I`ll show you bliss

Love me now, light up our candle ...

Fall asleep in my eyes

Dream us to real  ....

How I love ... 

How I love ....

To stay together, be present ...

How I live, how you ...

Let's wave our oceans together ...

Our lights entwined...

Heal ...

Take me, embrace me ...

How I love ...

How I love ...

You`ll see, you'll sea ... you'll feel. 



Smoke me - 11.11.2022





























Tasted

Aeternity and left me breathless.

Shiver together.

I am enough. more than enough.













Pink Dogs. 13.11.2022

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4QA30qkRYy8 

 ... mmm 

... 

Streets ...

You ...

Vibing 

... your soul and energy ...

Streets ... day ... jamming ...

Dancing on the streets...

Jamming together 















Happy ...

..

You . us. Pink Floyd ...

Going to a concert together. Inside .. a place ... first rows ... side by side holding hands listening .. crying through it ... 

Jamming ...

Streets ...

Then seaside .. on the beach .. just us .. you hold me .. on the sand. From the back 

Listening  ... to the waves ... hold me .. you smile ... both our hairs untangled ... you look at  .. ME. .. "we made it". Hati howls from the back. His friends with him ... you hug me and we sway we look at waves.. 


We made it.. we raise .. jump .. run play .. splash water ... laugh weembrace we kiss we smile. 

We have a house. 

You take me in. You. Take. Me. In. ... gently ...raw..wild..to the music ... we bathe... I hold you. We laugh...we made it. We are not alone. We are with each other. 

Happy ...

You take me back..



You. Tae kwan do .. me...

Out .. 

On the balcony ...toward the sea..Sea me...Sea view... Hati howls and you claim me more...and we howl ...









And you carry me back .. and we ...make it ... and I hold you ....you me...we us .. we love.

Hard. ...

Gentle...hard..

Our hair entangled...

I love..you...and you me ... we laugh  .. and. you smile... and I kiss you.

Give a chance - 15. 11. 2022

Given a chance, would like to feel how 

I love you into loving yourself fully

Usually shivers in sessions, I am in love with my future

Bill it. And thrown over my back I feel in our future sessions

And the seas waved with the ocean. 





Two heartbeats - 16.11.2022



Dance, 

Calm.

Happy

Ritual dance ... native 

Americans ... North ... Nordic

Hope ...

Passion 

Steady glow.

Steady flow.

Want more; 

Give more. 

ySERA - 21.11.2022

 Breaker of chains, 

Black purple .. green ...

Coin ... 

Storm born 


Will you break the wheel with me?


Gentle heart I am loved ...

Jorah .. most trusted advisor would die for a true protector ... more than ever.


All he ever wanted was to serve me ...

Protecting me ... he loved me  and I could love him back. 

And all fell in love 


I am your ... quen ... now and always ...

Love is the start of duty.


:) Journey into healing.


Take my dream, you're alive. 

Monday, November 21, 2022

To infinity ♾️ ✨️ and beyond 🌌🌈🫂🤍❤️💙💚✨️ - 21/11/2022


I know death. He s got many faces. Brown eyes....blue eyes... green eyes.... 
Valar Morghulis?
What do we say to the God of death ? Not today..  .
I am no one. Yet everything. 
I ain't stop playing . 
You should see me In a Crown.  
Wait till the world is mine .... visions I ...vandalize. 
Do you know who I am?....
Seven nation Army. 
Watch me make em bow...one by....one. 
I am alive. 
I am 
Quiet as a shadow ..
Behind these violet eyes...
Lighting awakes in a rising storm ....
The doors ...of hope and ascension ...creak open.
Many faces are Sworn.

There will be all who ll remember. 
I m going home. Sorcering.
And I ve been reborn. Behind these violet eyes...a ...Fire

A Journey in Magic - 21.11.2022

 

Blood of fallen kings

Blades of chaos rising....

Steel and silver sing for justice...

The hunt....

Survived....

Breathing...

Alive....

 

Sorcery involved

Magic...

Chaos unleashed

Fire power of fire

Dragons

Anger

Children

Mother of Dragons.....

Wake the white wolf.....

Sword of fire....anger in blood...

Fires in the night.......

Wake the wolf...wake the white wolf

Ever reaching for this time....

We raise....stronger than before

Born into cruelty....

Hateful twist of rejection

Heart bend....

Storm...born...lighting....

Path to ascension creaks.....open doors....

In the shards of broken mirrors......destinies sown....

We are...residing in te dreams of ....lilac flowers...behind this cosmic eyes.... a fire!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No price of power...can satisfy those eyes of cstarry fire.

Time to be strong...

I am...saving me....

Time to be strong....

You find strength...

Wanted to use....you...

Before they knew who you are

 

 

Power...turns to ash in your hand...

They stole my power.....

Ah...

Am ...magic...remember?

 

Balance and control....in chaos...

 

 

You are dragon. Be a dragon....

Tear us away.... and we will burn your first...

Dracarys....

Dracarys....

Dracarys....

Will you give me 7 kingdoms...?

My reign has just begun...

Bend the knee and join me...or refuse....and ...karmakarys

 

Breaker of chains...and mother of dragons....

D...racarys....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kWvvnkMS8tk

.... walked into a fire with 3 stones...and walked out with 3 dragons...

How could she not believe in destiny?