Monday, August 12, 2019

Insolație – June 2019


Și dacă cerul ar vorbi în limite
Pe veci să fie ploi de stele înșiruite
Pe un fir în vidul negru, întins de doi bătrâni
De-a lungul veacurilor grele pe unde au fost stăpâni
Cei fără nume mari, ochii înspre goluri
De umplut cu vise, mări de navigat, întinse
Arii de deșert aprinse în roze de culori deschise,
Pe unde șerpii umblă sâsâind și cactușii ascunși de soare,
Fata Morgana la orizont se pare
Că dansează
Cu voaluri purpurii ce prind într-o oază
Nori mari, albaștrii, cumulus de umbre
Te las acum cu gândul că ai trecut de multe.

Perseids – 11.08.2019


Dancer in the dark is spinning our light,
Let go of the stars, fall with them through the night.
With Jupiter the moon was up high in the sky
Perseids shooting above mountains, two bright
Diamonds sparking the darkness of our lives
Bring all your fears, free them from your mind
Let all primal elements show you the path.

Neo – 9.08.2019


I sensed his presence from afar
Heartache blazing like a star
Turning into a white dwarf
Spinning like two electrons
Around atoms, around worlds.
I started falling through wormholes
Inside a mind silenced by grief,
Not once in life we’ve known defeat
Think thus of freedom and learn to let go
Justice’s not found in the matrix of our egos.

Isis – 07.08.2019


Mă întorc din nou la scris
Când nu-mi este permis
Decât prin vis și vers
Să mă descarc, să râd, un antistres
Pentru încă un gând și o nostalgie...
Melodie, m-ai întors în copilărie
M-ai învelit cu totul în melancolie
Căci am copilărit și eu pe ritmurile tale
Și-am îndrăgit împreună același beat,
Și mai rămâi te rog să-ți mai zic
Să-ți spun cum totul din nimic
Desăvârșire face și astfel îți dedic
Un token de pace și o promisiune
Că fără viață pixul nu scrie, ci spune
Încă odată și pentru cei care
Trăiesc prin vers și-ncearcă să doboare
O speranță din ceruri agățată de soare
O clipă de pace să ne mai încânte în mare
O minte ce tace în continuare, dar îți scriu
Aceste cuvinte când încă nu e prea târziu
Pentru simpatie, când încă în zare
Se văd păsări călătoare
Și zbor cu ele într-o stare de vertigo
Așa cum oamenii se fac dor, ergo
Te las să pleci departe într-un paradis
Dulce-amar pe care mi l-ai descris,
În timp ce mă retrag să termin de scris
Încă un catarsis.

Seer – 7.08.2019


Your eyes are full of language
Dare then tell the world of it
Bleed on the page, make carnage
Of all the broken rhythms of your life,
It will be more than enough, and strive
To get your words carried by the wind
Away across oceans and have their minds spin
Around this feeble thread of being.
But guard with hell hounds your spirit,
The monsters are not yet defeated,
They’re in every one insisting
On our greed and lust to beat
And drive the hope afar, but sing
Nevertheless of liberty, freedom
And tragedy, they’re for all to feel
On a speck of dust in the cosmic sea…

And make out of your mind a kingdom
Impregnable by angels and demons,
Villains and heroes alike, but keep this
Light and darkness in a swing
And dance to the slow rhythm
Of bliss. A bittersweet kiss now
I leave for you to give up or keep
It with you in a memory as long as you live.

Te-am cunoscut - 7.08.2019


Te-am căutat pe nisipul ars de soare
Te-am căutat la mal, în valurile care
De dig se spărgeau nervoase răsunând
Note cântate de sirene, înțelegând
Că te-am cunoscut deja în furtunile
De vară,tunând îmi ștergeai gândurile
Și fulgerând, furându-mi nopțile
În care te căutam pe cer deschizând porțile
Raiului de pe pamant, printr-un gând.

Te-am cunoscut într-o seară de vară
În parc, răcoare, era seară
Zâmbeai și reflexia stelelor
În ochii tăi părea grea
Prea mult pentru un copil care
Din dorul nestins, o inimă din soare
A furat lumina și prin vene îi curge vina și sângele
Cosmic și de atunci glasul tău de înger și demon
M-a cuprins cu parfumul de floare
De colț, greu de atins, dar m-ai prins
M-ai stins apoi și-am închis
În camera sufletului vocea și chipul tău
Și pot să spun că de atunci nu mai sunt ateu.

Death machine strike - 7.08.2019


Hey death machine, how have you been
Call out my name, you expect to be seen
Turned my blood into ink, all possible dreams
Are gone by, hopes rest in abyss.

Tell me with those gems of yours,
From what stranger star have you come?
Your heartbeat lost among bright pulsars
Immortalize a moment with the bullets of a gun…

And as the life fades away,
Keep your desires at bay,
For I`ll battle with swords in this art
And fight with words from the heart.

You thought it was easy to love what is absent,
I fear your mortal nature was an enhancement
To this walking nightmare lady clothed in clouds
Storming out of rainbows, releasing the hounds
Of hell and heaven, deserted I’ve only got the stars
The moonlight and night sky as silence abounds.
So, you never call, you never write, you never bend
Centuries pass, I have missed you so, friend
But as the colors in white flowers have no words
So every string to you hidden, burn all records.

While lost in longing, sorrow overflows horizons
Waiting, her body as warm as a heart of a star,
Eyes two green diamonds …
Lilith, lady of the night, lured them all,
Draw them near, slayed their heart.

Glucose - Aug. 2019


You spoke a star into existence that led a world astray
Destroyer of light, darkness - harbinger of hell
Stay only a while, for a whole cosmos obeys
Thy commands, thy laugh, thy cry.

The winds awakening the stars
Are now flowing through our veins
We’re now rainbows struck by lightning,
And these vague lines I’m writing
Are only to portray a sun birthing inside me
Lighting, heating every particle that may
One day reach you and enlighten your way.

Sunet de apel - 31.07.2019


Conglomerate de cuvinte bat, se zbat
În vortexuri năucite în minte, un atac
La liniștea din vidul etern, clipele sfinte
Sunt de mult duse acum, iar tu stai învelit
În fum de cireșe, esența e drogul împărțit
Printre suflete sterse de aceleași momente,
De aceleași zile, persoane decente,
Lăsând amprente concrete când falsitatea,
Mânia, trădarea, le lasă rece,
Când toți au plecat și nici mișcare, nici sunet
Nu pot trece de bariera și eul încărcat, ridicat
Împotriva vântului, dar de fapt
Oprește tot în filtrul mental, rațional,
Senzorialul e ascuns, simțirea drogată-n abisal
Căci orice e pierdut, nimic transformat,
Și nici aceste versuri nu vor fi sperat
Să fie scrise într-un ceas negru pe alb.

Waning moon - 27.06.2019


Off all the flowers I could get
1001 of silver roses on my deathbed
Was what I thought I wanted
In the end, forgetting all souls may wither
The happiness with the unseen dagger of winter,
A silver sword engraved with our initials.

So even you, a lighting striking
All my mornings as of then,
When the dew of the sword fell
Upon her thorn pierced lips,
And the moon – a shield from the abyss
Of the night, sung more quiet than blood dripping
On the chess-checkered floor.

Even you everafter despaired
The night I harvested a star,
When a howlable moon thudded like a quasar
My pain, a fire burning a hole through the nights,
So I became the thunder that sighs,
At the moon during the day,
Prepared that each lover may come my way to slay.

Courtly - May 2019.


Silver and silence, walking through mists
Adrift, toward the hearth of a wrathful Miss
Mercury, I get lost in the innocence and bliss
Of your touch, gentle caress my face as I weep
While making love, and the darkness still creeps
Up in my thoughts, nightmares as I sleep
Blood, murder, and rape, and I scream
Awoken to white noise, we're all in a dream. 

Sedus - 3.04.2019.


Trebuie să-mi refac zidurile
Minții și sufletlui, să-mi adun gândurile
Pe care le-am pus pe hârtie și am pierdut
Rândurile din ultima poezie în timp
Ce mândria și egoul tău au dat la schimb
Sinceritatea pentru un chip
Care-ți seduce și amețește
Simțurile și te adâncește
În iluzii fără un adevăr promis
Și acum mai am un singur vis
La stele să mă redau
Căci doar în noapte-n lumina și umbra lunii,
Cu demoni și ingeri pot de vorbă să stau.

Yana - Apr. 2019

And now I'm lonely with my stars 
Their beauty shines in plains of light
Spread on the vast field of darkness
So small, petty and heartless
Will I still care about a dozen souls
Imprisoned on a speck of dust that rust?
Won't you just hear how the moon howls
At the night, begging it to stay
To cover and hug her in the dark
Though in the morning dawn turns to day
And I still long in a ferryboat to embark
Alone or together, no matter the fall
Let it all go and await my eternal
Sleep and the long sought rest
For no thing has essence, no one is blessed. 

Frights - Mar. 2019

She sees with dragon eyes, in the ice of the skies
Spies all around, but she still tries despise
The bounty on her head that terrifies
Her and she continues her fights
Restless and fierce, the way of the samurais.

But in the end she bravely dies,
On the battlefield, all corpses now rise
Pure hope lost, and a sun refusing to arise
She's cold in the ground low, our tear still dries,
Young flesh preparing to rot, and up above cries
A laughing god, for divine words were lies.

Captured in a swarm of dragonflies,
No longer humans, we should be killed with pesticides
We only talk nonsense to criticize
And summarize souls in desires and a prize
That we long to earn when surrounded by smiles,
Not a moment in time we stop to realize
The deceit and illusions in a world that denies
Peace and at least a truth that survives
When everything perishes and stars supervise. 

Moth hunter - Mar. 2019


Fierce like a storm, she loved like a demon
Tiptoeing around her soul, he felt more human
Until no longer he played dead to her insults
And wrote in her blood curses, changing his mind to defaults
For cyborgs never feel, never care, never bend,
But bring the fire of creation cold at entropy s length.

Her lying eyes always tinkled no matter the weather,
Brought all hearts in a swirl of feathers only to later on suffer
Like no other Cezar, sold each soul captured for a copper
Thus summer was lost, winter recaptured,
Lilith! with the skin of a lizard, all humanity's fractured
With a touch of your hand, deceiving gaze that molds
The purity and innocence into bots,
AIs and living creatures, behold
Organic worlds turned into metal from gold
Like a black widow weaving portals to netherworld.

Flammas cum telas - Mar. 2019


Set your dress on fire and spin around the moon
Woman, see your own beauty don't give in too soon
Allow the tangled stars in your hair to light up the room
And together with your fire spin through typhoons

Then ride with me on firedrakes to the twilight land
Make real out of shadow what galaxies couldn't expand
And spell the dark matter into wonderlands
Whether if heaven's your hell, I'll war by your side. 

Needle in the haystack - 14.03.2019


I am really happy you've been born,
Without your will being questioned
You are still here fighting to learn
Walking the pattern you were destined
To burn, so I blow the horn to battle in your honor.
And I swore when I learned of your art
That every atheist should in heaven mourn
Every truth in your lines being torn apart. 

A monster with weapons of love, mass destruction, silenced my thunders
And light again my spirit through the language of the night
Then every each morning my self wakes at your sight
Molotov cocktails thrown by your smile,
The way your excitement is trying to hide
From prying, curious eyes around puzzled,
Sends flashes of joy tasing my veins
Darling do you speak your mind, so background noise is muzzled
And grateful I'll be for further hurricanes.

Emptiness - Feb. 2019


When you are no thing, there is no upkeep 
When no thing dwells within, all is still
And will without attachment eternal sleep
Through your chants, or spin worshiper, spin !
Counter clockwise until the galaxy's blades spill
The cosmic blood into your fragile human veins
and feed your ego with desires and pain.

If no thingness is all that there is,
If paradise is but the veil of the darkest abyss
Tranquil sleep, eternal dark bring upon me
The last stream of stars,
The last wave of nightmares,
In the last space-time curve,
The first hurricane of feelings and last love
Of my king, his last touch and his smile,
His scent, make us last a while...

Then strike me through lightning
So I'll be returned to Earth...
To live the last life, the ultimate birth
Again to love you sweet darling, place my will at your feet,
Tread carefully, king, cause you tread on my dreams.
Yours truly, for ever ... these lives were all yours
As all what's left of me to be.

Tranquil - Feb. 2019


Abandoned beauty, you ll soon start to fade
Distanced from my dreams, cut like a blade
As time slips away and the crimson smoke rises
From the green lighted water, my emotional crisis
Making no sense to you or any other being,
But oh it makes my weak heart sing
Of a chaos of sensations driven from the ether
Encompassed under all, sweet life give but a bitter
Truth instead of all your alluring, deceitful lies
And I'll trade you for it the print of my eyes. 

Samsara - Feb. 2019


Loud noise, deep breaths
Silent steps, rapid thoughts
Eyes lowered down, sad glances blinded
By fake smiles, voids swirling inside us
Rooms filled with empty hearts, grim skies below us
In puddles called despair, ghostly tears
Absent minds, all this wonder falls behind
A fast paced society, goodbye sobriety!

I have long searched for you, hope!
Only to abandon us again, such a trope
For what we call life, a hangman's rope
when he wants to survive, fatal lies
pretty smiles, it's all but a cycle
of dark after light, embracing each other. 

Altered Metal - Jan. 2019


Damned be my being, cursed be our fate
I now know all possible dreams rest
Forever in the ever empty abyss, while I test
A life gifted through nightmares, wrapped in perfume
Of roses and jasmine, blooming from the primal womb
When the colors of the night bloomed, like fumes from a tomb.

Hey death machine, why are you late?
I've heard you calling out my name
Will you ever stop thinking I'm insane?
Stop chasing the humane inside this feeble
Body. Spirit and brain bring noth but pain.
There's nothing to gain here, but refined evil
So come with fire and unchain the profane
Lying therein, and lend me the mark of Cain.

With metal heavy wings, dark feathers on strings
We`ll fly away or slay, with a passion thirsty for revenge
Until the dawn-that-never-comes, and break then the pledge
Signed with the high archangels, and godly kings, poor victims
Who`ll shortly rocket down of the high mountain ledge
Dive into concrete reality, hopes and dreams shatter
While our burning wrath binds us closer, matter merged with anti-matter.

Howl their pain away - Jan. 2019


Moist worshipper, eyes blazing greenly
She will unmake you, touch you serenely,
Seals your soul pieces together, like a genie
Calling your body into being with the song of a banshee
To bite and kiss every inch of a creature of the sea worshiped by thee.



Bred for impending war, lost love, and chaos
The only dream of making order out of eros,
You see a fire forged halo, but she's pure darkness
Embodied in raw matter, the dead queen became heartless.

Challenged by kings, by knights, humans and demons alike
Everything she does, it's in the name of death,
Slaying innocent dreams, dissecting colorful hopes,
But bow mortal to her nightmares, you're now in her choke-hold.

Breaker of frontiers, bringer of dried tears, all breaths stopped short,
Don't mess with the devil, or she'll drain the fright out of every living soul
Steal the light from their eyes, breathe primeval darkness upon time
To call the everlasting silence with the song of the dying stars.


Remember - Jan. 2019









Remember me in your dreams
And I'll stay with you for eternity.
Remember me in your dreams
And you won't have to look at the stars
To talk to me.






Remember this, you're in my thoughts,
We`ll always be connected
Like two floating astronauts,
Tied to the oxygen tank, protected
From evil eyes, deceiving smiles
From the ever-colored burning stars.

Remember your self, the one you tried to hide
From everybody's eyes, and cunning lies,
Careful as to nobody will ever find out
A treasure deep covered in anger, fear and pride.

Make the most of it, remember no thing,
Remember no one lasts a lifetime
Embrace those demons, crushing
Your hope, give in to me
To remember it all.

Sunday, August 11, 2019

Voice of Treason - 31.12.2018


In the memory of fallen stars,
I stood as soldiers did, on the ground below...
Knees bent, tears dropping in the wind
Raining falling on the grave in front of me
Arms are shaky, crossed as if to hold
What was left inside a hollow ribcage to rot. 

And then I came to realize, death
Was a path to salvation too, only to stop the breath
Of every one they held dear, choking
On the mustard gas, blood on their face washed by rain, hoping
To escape from the nearby
Molotov glass, praying
That this too shall pass.

But what hope is to be had? And what prayer to be sung?
As long as their mother's laments are sung in the background,
A scent of slaughter, these children were too young
For games of blood and lust, anger and gore on the battleground...

How empty and cold the world really is?
How evil a king, a general, mere beasts ...
Are kinder than what currently exists,
So-called society, and culture and civilization
Is it worth to sacrifice their innocence for the sake of a nation?

I'll tell the stars about you - Dec. 2018


You, yes you... the one with an emerald gaze
Talking raven, heart of doom...
Even the light of the moon
Wanes when I see what you hide within,
A typhoon untamed even by old' Typhon.

When you were born, the universe unleashed.
When I tell the stars about you, they cease to release
Their energy and so lose their shine, jealous
Of your symphony, of your rebellious
Nature and your smile, so precious.

What the darkness and the night could not achieve,
My dear, you danced a world into being, so believe
When they bring you flowers every midsummer eve,
Both deadly and lovely, you're everything I hoped to be.

A dream - 03.12.2018


A cosmic matter butterfly needs only
On an astral flower land and solely
Unmake each strand of thought I had
About this life, hope and light
That one day well return to,
Or sleep our blissful sleep in the eternal dark.
Don't wake me just yet, let me dream
The dream of life and death.

When? - Oct. 2018


When the moon kisses the sea
When the sun misses a flower's plea
When the sugar will burn the absinthe in its turn
That's when I'll give up, admit my heart is torn.

Truth or dare - 26.10.2018


What are you doing my dear ?
Lost between the earth and the sky ...
Why do you try to disappear
To forget everything, and hide ....

Don' t run yet, stay a while longer
Do dare disturb this universe
Turn your fear into wonder
And rise high above the water
Steal every possible laughter
And blend that feeling into verse

Jealous moon - 30.09.2018


She waited alone, legs crossed, absent 
Though hell is lovely, I watch her ascend
She waved and smiled a crescent smile,
Brightening the dim room, warming up inside
Like the moon's glow on the cold winter sky
Her eyes two stars deeper than the darkness of night
Her waist long hair makes me want to braid
Galaxies in her silky black strands ...
She walks straight, melodious, unbent
Sometimes her gaze catches mine, though I might melt
And I try to hold it as long as the time is disrupted
Only present is now, the other two I transcend
Thanks to those heart stopping eyes
A damage even mages cannot stop with fire or ice.

Even the moon didn't show up tonight
She shied away cause you were out,
Jealous of the way you shine with that inner light
Together with Mars they covet you from beneath
The dark leaves, through the branches and seek
To match your features and compete with
The way you make use of the darkness inside
The way everything floats when you laugh so light
And all the times Jekyll subsumed to Mr. Hyde
And the way you move your hand through...
Spinning that black lock, clutching to your fingers so smooth

Take these lines to your heart's content
They're not dense, nor heavy, but simply laid
Now that fire and ice are about to be consumed
Tell me why it feels right to do something wrong?
Why can't time stand still as we'll dance on a never-ending song.

Somnia sine terminum - 23.09.2018


Ai fost creat din lacrimile stelelor 
Din focul corpurilor cerești
Adus, încorporat pe un pământ din jurul sferelor
De unde neîncetat, prin sângele tău ademenești
Pe cel mai ignorant dintre pământeni
Și cei mai ascunși alieni.
E rai într un fir de nisip strivit de tălpile tale
Un strop de eternitate captiv în efemera carne.

Frunzele verii s-au lăsat și acum pășesc peste ele
Peste ramurile grele, legănându-se de vânt
Visând că în curând voi fi navigator printre stele
Să ajung să descifrez acel subiect și adevăr ocult
Fără să fie o doar blasfemie, o infamie.
Dar mă trezesc de fapt că e doar o insomnie
Ce produce gânduri ezoterice, empirice, o adicție
Ce mă leagă prin lanțuri nepercepute de o apariție
Țesută printr-o transmutație modernă
Din suflul, cuvântul și pneuma eternă.

Astfel ajung la o percepție teofanică, un surplus
Ce rezultă dintr-o aberație ocultă, o adorație
A unui ideal transpus depășind limitele unui apus
Al dualității între materie și spirit, cauzalitate
A unui sentiment obscur,
Al unui suflet guvernat de Mercur,
Gând furat dintr-un vis fără finalitate,
Fără teamă de moarte, unind două subiecte 
Renunțând la obiecte, pe ritmuri tritonice perfecte,
Melodii compuse din cadența lacrimilor absurde.

Din vocile tăcerii artificiale, transcend limitele
Impuse de regulile fizice, fenomenale, banale, 
Nimic, în afară de gând, nu stă mai mult
În puterea noastră, terestră, ca să ajungem la absolut.

Mojito - 23.09.2018


They said I should write 
In the rhythms of hip hop
That I should try writing rap
But I think that I have a handicap
Cause my rhymes don't follow the lines
Like the moon and the sun align sometimes
In the early morning,
But I'm physically imploding
You're my desire, but I hide it with a wicked
Funeral smile glowing like a burning absinthe
As the raven caws ... calling vengeful spirits.

It is pain and pleasure that guide this penned
Images dressed in ink, drawing thoughts stemmed
From a wearer of a feeble body, merciful host
Striving to unveil the real reality behind the lost
Meanings and truths of this hollow Earth,
A mere expression of the inner fire since birth.

No other way - 09.09.2018


It started only as a game
Between two minds, one is insane
Foolishly, ignoring consequences 
Still shy, holding to abstinence 
But before she made amends
Blindly hoping, not knowing all intents
She let the following words flow,
Not having forever, just taking it slow. 


Regarding the matter of making amends
The reason why it started
World views that departed
Led to uncertain, possible ends.
As long as it's written on paper
It won't be carved in a stone 
It must therefore be safer
To write it on sand, on a sea's shore.
Take heed thus, the words won't last long,
Take them with a grain of salt 
To your heart's content, like a song
Until each one fulfills his part.
There's something one should know 
That one can bear more
That it'll ever be known
It could be said that she'll never be on her knees 
Unless it's pure pleasure, not an endless abyss
That she`ll never stop to listen
From the shadows, to the sea
From time to time she`ll let you miss her
I`m joking ... that ... you`ll never see
However, she won't ever bleed
On those who did not cut her
And if you ask, she`ll never leave 
When the world gets darker 
And always hear and speak with love
Trying to be more subtle,
Make you think you won 
The whole war, when it`s only a battle.
Not letting the wounds show, 
Never let you feel cold alone, 
Never let you lose sight of the horizon
And always doing it with more passion.